How to disappear completely

Hiatus is the word for a while, ladies and gentlemen.
Really sorry but it has been too hard for me these days.
I'll try to come back soon.
Maybe tomorrow, maybe aftera year.
I just don't want to make it up and down and up-like down-like blog.
You know, I'm trying.
Thank you (1500 visits anniversary).

"Bitter Sweet Symphony - the Verve

Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony that's life
Trying to make ends meet
You're a slave to the money then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to
The places where all the things meet, yeah

No change
I can change
I can change
I can change
But I'm here in my mode
I am here in my mode
But I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mode
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Have you ever been down?
oooh

Well I've never prayed
But tonight I'm on my knees, yeah
I need to hear some sounds that
Recognize the pain in me, yeah
I'll let the melody shine
Let it cleanse my mind I feel free now
But the airways are clean
And there's nobody singing to me now

No change
I can change
I can change
I can change
But I'm here in my mode
I am here in my mode
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mode
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
Have you ever been down ?
I can change,
I can change

Cause it's a bitter sweet symphony this life
Trying to make ends meet
Trying to find somebody then you die
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
You know the one that takes you to
The places where all the things meet, yeah

You know I change
Change, I can change
I can change
I can change,
But I'm here in my mode
I am here in my mode
And I'm a million different people from one day to the next
I can't change my mode
No, no, no, no, no, no, no
I can't change my mode
No,no,no,no,no,no,no
I can't change my mode
No, no, no, no, no, no, no

We've got ya sex and violence melody and silence
We've got ya sex and violence melody and silence
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
I'll take you down the only road I've ever been down
Been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
Ever been down
You've ever been down
Have you ever been down ? "